Life update/rant TL;DR - life has been treating me like a doormat and I'm taking a break for awhile
Sorry I haven't been around. First of all, big thank you to the people who purchase content. It means everything to me right now. The past two months I've been treated like dirt from everyone else, though. Health insurance, other SW, and of course everyone's favorite, the algorithm. I was getting in shape and then my foot got so bad overnight I couldn't even walk on it. I'm legitimately risking permanent nerve damage every time I walk, and my doctors office can't handle a simple MRI appointment. Multiple SWs have robbed me, and it just feels like everything in life is a scam these days. Like nothing is real for someone like me. That only the elite level, best looking guys get the actual deal in life. Trying to promote myself on every platform and I see potato quality videos get 600 likes in hours while my videos can't even get 100 anymore and that's on Reddit. Forget about twitter, I'm basically invisible there. I filmed a great video a few weeks ago but I find myself afraid to post it. Because if no one likes it, then I might just never post anything again. Ever.
Forgive me if I have no more will to do this. But I always come back. If you're here for the free videos and don't care enough to even hit the like button for my content, then please just unsub now before I have to waste my time blocking you. Hopefully me talking about my feelings once is enough for you to unsub, though.
Sometimes the side effect of having such voluminous loads is having trouble holding them back. I do my best here, including sharing a 69 with hubby while wifey gets herself off to the view. At some point my balls are just filled to the brim and burst out a huge nut, absolutely HOSING her down to her pure and utter delight. (Imagine the moment a cork gets released from a champagne bottle!) Hubby makes sure to add his contribution after a brief yet ravenous pounding, leaving her a glistening mess for her to enjoy - which she definitely does 😉
*Purchase gets you uncensored, watermarked removed, full scene with 2 cumshot angles*
It's my birthday tomorrow, and I won't ask for tips (I also won't NOT ask for tips 😁) but I was wondering how many likes I can get here. I never find it awkward if someone spam likes my posts, so go right ahead and ❤️ it up! How many likes can I wake up to on my birthday???
Haven't been feeling well this past week, maybe I'm sick or it's just normal post surgery "bleh." So here's 2 videos I recorded a couple months ago. I was trying a different lighting situation and didn't like the way it turned out, so I tried again a few minutes later 😏. Not my best work, but I guess it's also not my *worst*, either.
Fixed the latest video I recorded - BIG thanks to one of my biggest fans, who's such a wealth of knowledge. Also had some fun with filters, because *I'm* one of the biggest fans of chromatic aberration 🫠😁
Little life update, I'm dealing with *minor* medical issues. Nothing scary, but multiple issues making things complicated. So I've just been trying to enjoy my time when not having to stress about that. I did have small surgery done today, so aside from some pain, I'm otherwise happy that things are moving along. Still wish I had an update on when things get back to normal, because there's PLENTY of content for me to make yet. Maybe some low effort videos from bed could still be feasible for the time being... 😏
Throwback Thursday edits are fun, and I'm very happy with this one. Also, I have a better backdrop these days, so I should see about re-creating this. Or maybe I re-create on your face next? 😏💦 😮
My first video, filmed in 1923. No, silly - it's just a few filters. But it *is* the first dirty video I made and uploaded for all you pervy people to watch. Happy April Fool's Day!
The incomparable @Bisum treat me to a brand new experience which I hope to get more familiar with - facesitting. I've been fantasizing about this ever since I discovered the activity. Because there's just something about pussy that makes me want it shoved onto my mouth. You also get to see me blast a load onto onto both their beautiful bodies to close out our session. Facesitting wouldn't be the only first I experienced that night, so stay tuned to see more naughty checklist items get crossed of my pervy little list 😊😋
*Post includes facesitting from multiple angles and "close up" cropped videos for easier viewing, some spit roasting (me fucking, him getting sucked) cowgirl clip, cumshot, as well as the ENTIRE encounter recorded from my phone*
Shooting across my king size bed, a little over 6.5 feet. I bet you're imagining what it'd feel like inside of you, instead. Well come on over and lay down, we'll find out... 😏
Fun fact, this was the only video I recorded in my college dorm. Nothing special, you know... just a regular 11 cum blast orgasm from me 😁
*Original video (trimmed) + soft light filter version
Fleshlight ice won the poll, so I was wondering... If I put down half the total cost, would you all be willing to collectively go halfsies with me?
85÷2 = 42. *20% of 42 = 8. 42+8 = 50.
*20% is how much this platform takes from all earnings. If you want a more direct way to donate, send me a private message 😃
Still on my fitness journey, just taking a rest week. Mostly because I don't have any money coming in for the next several days and I'm starving. Tearing muscles without eating is a terrible idea, if you didn't already know.
Can't wait to get back to it next week! 😃
Involuntary edging while my Aneros does it's magic on my ass
I was so close to cumming just from it resting up against my prostate, but my legs kept cramping up. Eventually I had to fuck myself in order for my cock to empty out a load. It's far from my best cumshot, and I don't even know how to price the video, so I'm leaving it up to you.
Took these back in November and totally forgot about 'em. I think I woke up from a nap and was feeling the bedhead. Not so hot on the uneven beard, but every day isn't going to be perfect 🤷
If I had a monthly TRT crowdfund wish on my Wishtender, would anyone contribute? I did it for a couple months and was feeling like "my old self" again. I was happy and lively. Now that I'm back in the gym, it would help me gain muscle quicker and probably make them larger.
I think it was somewhere around $125 a month. Pretty good deal, imo. I would accept other payment apps and post the progress here for full transparency.
I probably should have made new content before doing such a thorough leg day 😬. Also forgot to take pics/vids at the gym - not like they're anything too special. Pray for my soul though, because the next couple days are going to be paaiiin-FUL 😖😵
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1) It takes half the commission this platform does
2) It's easier to list and track items
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Currently in a food c0ma from lunch, but here's some highlights from my day. Made major progress in this new leg stretch - my foot is able to reach the floor! Then off to the gym where I finally got to use a calf extension machine, which I'm strangely hyped about. I must be the only person to enjoy leg day. Started my tanning journey to even out my skin tone. Enjoyed my first hydromassage. I was surprised how good it felt. Got home and went straight to the hot tub, then had 2 giant burritos to build and fill my muscles with protein and carbs.
See, told you I'd keep you updated 😁
SEXUALITY SPECTRUM, IN-DEPTH:
I'm comfortable identifying as male, it's moreso the gender norms that I take issue with. Why can't men enjoy sexy underwear and still be considered "normal?"
As far as orientation, if I trusted biological males more, I would probably be dead center there. But put it this way: I'm not offended when women are weary of me. My disdain is towards all the guys who ruin it for the rest of us.
Attraction is the tricky one. At once I thought I was demisexual, but I did some intense research and found what I would only describe as the demisexual rulebook, which says that having sexual desire before the connection nullifies being demi. I would rather have the connection first, but if I made that a requirement then I would probably still be a virgin.
My sex drive would be higher if I wasn't so burnt out trying to find a partner. Sometimes I even wish I had no desire, because it would just be easier than constantly getting rejected.
My desire for romantic connection has always been higher than, or equal to my libido.
I would only do a poly relationship, even though I know that means my partner will have way more sex than me. But I can't bottleneck someone else's sexual activity just because I'm envious that I'm not as much of a draw as they are.
A bit behind on things, but at least I have a clean mirror 😁
Been taking it light this week because I'm ever so tired. I did not expect to get that gym membership so soon, so I'll be going tomorrow for a leg workout despite the fatigue, and using the tanning bed for the first time. Any suggestions for tanning lotions?
