You mock me and my illness. Thinking I could ever go back to..

You mock me and my illness. Thinking I could ever go back to school and work. Are you that narrracistic I’m in pain until I dieee everywhere. There no cure. They delay it for 5 years and it complex surgery, all because of a shittty human resource aunt & her coworker who favorite people who call out 24/7 using fmla as an excuses. They used me up until I became disableee but when it came to people who barely work they laugh anand help them no tommorrow. They got fired and still pretend they’re good people. I have enough of you mocking me when many people donate me without sexual contenttt, they understood my story. I will never support womenn who make their kidsss kill themselevesss or other people. Then play victim about it 24/7 when they just party and drinkkkk every weekend or every chance and lied about rapeee when they keeep the 2 babies. I never have a baby with my rapissstt. These people lied and gaslight and try to manulipative others into my life and try to stalk me until this day. I don’t want them in my life when they didn’t do shittt but run their mouth as unstable when actually I wasn’t unstable. I have good credit 780 a car and able to save money for tiny house and land and was tired of the apartment issues. They got mad that I was debt free and happy 😃. I still manage to travel and find doctors to help with my case. It just I was discriminated by my disability from day one and when they find out it was serious they did whatever to lied and cover the truth up. Healing stage is I don’t ever want them in my life. Unnecessary gossip and being hostile and blame game. Don’t get mad if you gooo to jaillll. I wouldn’t want to see a monster like you harming others and hitting your spouse until she cries with your drug or alcohol adddiction. Don’t even help I never knew that one uncle wanted to help and support me as much as he can. I tell him my pain is terrible terrible and he knew it was true. Even my doctors the one who examine me and put me on pain medication know it very painful and they wanteddd to save my life. When bad things hittt you I don’t ever want to hear I’m so sad I have thisss, should of never poke ur business on people life. Mind your own businesss! You reap everything you sow! I wanted to save the ones who are injuries by hard labors job and die by it too. I recorded doctors who knew that they die without medical treatment on purpose and sometime companies are good to their workers and pay for their medical neeeds, that came from a neurosurgeon who understood what I went through and that my surgery is very complex now. Most of time they made their worker wait for medical treatment like me meaning until they dieee. I will never want opinion from other who never experienced trauma and abuse 24/7…